{"id":265,"date":"2016-02-02T10:19:17","date_gmt":"2016-02-02T08:19:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.maryque.com\/blog\/?p=265"},"modified":"2016-02-02T10:19:17","modified_gmt":"2016-02-02T08:19:17","slug":"arkistosta-2708-ajatuksia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/2016\/02\/02\/arkistosta-2708-ajatuksia\/","title":{"rendered":"Arkistosta: 27\/08 + ajatuksia"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/blog.maryque.com\/2008-2015\/index.php?entry=entry140827-174605\">Kirjoitettu alun perin 27. elokuuta 2014<\/a><\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<blockquote><p>Open up the heart of a grown-up and you find the heavier scars; the knots of failures taken in instead of being laughed off, the loves that never happened and the ones that did, but ended badly, and the ones that just hung there, suspended, life on pause, just leading us to dream in ways that can only hurt. You dig deep and find the regrets, from the cruelty you passed along in childhood because that was all you knew how to do to the things you\u2019ve said to people who have loved and needed and wanted you to the unforgivable crimes, at least as you reckon them, done out of anger, or jealousy, or indifference.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Joe Belknap Wall, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nowherejoe.com\/2014\/08\/joy-in-spite-of-everything\/\"><i>Joy [in spite of\/because of] everything<\/i><\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Olen yritt\u00e4nyt p\u00e4\u00e4st\u00e4 joidenkin pelkojeni alkul\u00e4hteille. Se on vaikeaa, koska ne asiat eiv\u00e4t ole v\u00e4ltt\u00e4m\u00e4tt\u00e4 miellytt\u00e4vimpi\u00e4 k\u00e4sitell\u00e4 ja ajatella. Vaihtoehtona on sulkea ne pois: asettaa kova kuori itseni ja maailman v\u00e4liin. Sek\u00e4\u00e4n ei tunnu hyv\u00e4lt\u00e4. Niist\u00e4 puhuminen on my\u00f6s vaikeaa, koska jotkut niist\u00e4 asioista ovat sellaisia jotka ovat melko varmasti olemassa vain omassa p\u00e4\u00e4ss\u00e4ni. Onneksi minulla kuitenkin on ihmisi\u00e4 kenen kanssa voin jakaa niit\u00e4, ja joilta saan paljon tarvitsemaani ulkoista perspektiivi\u00e4. Enk\u00e4 edes tied\u00e4 onko niiden kaivelu kovin terveellist\u00e4, tai tarpeellistakaan. Onneksi ne tulevat mieleen vain silloin t\u00e4ll\u00f6in, eiv\u00e4tk\u00e4 siten h\u00e4iritse arkiel\u00e4m\u00e4\u00e4 k\u00e4yt\u00e4nn\u00f6ss\u00e4 mitenk\u00e4\u00e4n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kirjoitettu alun perin 27. elokuuta 2014 Open up the heart of a grown-up and you find the heavier scars; the knots of failures taken in instead of being laughed off, the loves that never happened and the ones that did, but ended badly, and the ones that just hung there, suspended, life on pause, just [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-265","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-arkisto","category-oma-paa"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/265","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=265"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/265\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=265"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=265"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/maryque.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=265"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}